Saturday, 11 July 2009
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Shattered Heart, Stability and a search for a godly women?
New Baby! I am an uncle! Welcome Nathan James Shiells!
In the past week, my brother has had his baby, We welcome Nathan James Shiells, a new edition to the shiells family. I was so welcome him! Good News!
Prayer Request for him that he starts feeding properly with susie, my sister in law!
Other Photos from Dads Camera
A fight for work and a stable life and a godly women!
Have you ever felt that you are an eternal joke, or joke to your family. No matter how much you try, getting work and a stable job seems impossible and a stable relationship. On the same day that Nathan was born, a person that I thought would be a long term relationship broke my heart by being only wanting to have a brother-sister relationship! I have been depressed the whole week, even thou.
I have wanted to live on my own so badly! Have my own house. My original intention was when I left university was to get enough money to pay of my student loan and then go back to uni! but that did not happen!
I have been crying almost every day this week! I feel like an abomination with my Brothers being married! and me not having a stable job! I have applied for jobs I feel like my whole life is a failiure!
All I want to do is go home to heaven!
How my heart travails to find a godly women
Matt 13
1 The same day went Jesus out of the house, and sat by the sea side. 2 And great multitudes were gathered together unto him, so that he went into a ship, and sat; and the whole multitude stood on the shore. 3 And he spake many things unto them in parables, saying, Behold, a sower went forth to sow; 4 And when he sowed, some seeds fell by the way side, and the fowls came and devoured them up: 5 Some fell upon stony places, where they had not much earth: and forthwith they sprung up, because they had no deepness of earth: 6 And when the sun was up, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away. 7 And some fell among thorns; and the thorns sprung up, and choked them: 8 But other fell into good ground, and brought forth fruit, some an hundredfold, some sixtyfold, some thirtyfold. 9 Who hath ears to hear, let him hear. 10 And the disciples came, and said unto him, Why speakest thou unto them in parables? 11 He answered and said unto them, Because it is given unto you to know the mysteries of the kingdom of heaven, but to them it is not given. 12 For whosoever hath, to him shall be given, and he shall have more abundance: but whosoever hath not, from him shall be taken away even that he hath. 13 Therefore speak I to them in parables: because they seeing see not; and hearing they hear not, neither do they understand. 14 And in them is fulfilled the prophecy of Esaias, which saith, By hearing ye shall hear, and shall not understand; and seeing ye shall see, and shall not perceive: 15 For this people's heart is waxed gross, and their ears are dull of hearing, and their eyes they have closed; lest at any time they should see with their eyes, and hear with their ears, and should understand with their heart, and should be converted, and I should heal them. 16 But blessed are your eyes, for they see: and your ears, for they hear. 17 For verily I say unto you, That many prophets and righteous men have desired to see those things which ye see, and have not seen them; and to hear those things which ye hear, and have not heard them. 18 Hear ye therefore the parable of the sower. 19 When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side. 20 But he that received the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it; 21 Yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended. F27 22 He also that received seed among the thorns is he that heareth the word; and the care of this world, and the deceitfulness of riches, choke the word, and he becometh unfruitful. 23 But he that received seed into the good ground is he that heareth the word, and understandeth it; which also beareth fruit, and bringeth forth, some an hundredfold, some sixty, some thirty.
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19 When any one heareth the word of the kingdom, and understandeth it not, then cometh the wicked one, and catcheth away that which was sown in his heart. This is he which received seed by the way side.
There are many who first come to church and then go away! They come and then leave the word of God not touching them
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20 But he that received the seed into stony places, the same is he that heareth the word, and anon with joy receiveth it; 21 Yet hath he not root in himself, but dureth for a while: for when tribulation or persecution ariseth because of the word, by and by he is offended
This is the present state among christians especially, when it gets difficult they don't trust and rely on god!
Prayer Request- For a steady job and a stable relationship(wife)
- For new revival and for more
- Pray that I can fast
- Pray that I can get above 11 stone
- Pray that I can have hope for a future and get out of depression
- For a steady job and a stable relationship(wife)
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