Saturday, 27 June 2009

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  Why is it when celebrity's die they are raised to the heights of saints when all they have commmited is wickedness
  
  

  Lu 16:15 - Show Context

  And he said unto them, Ye are they which justify yourselves before men; but God knoweth your hearts: for that which is highly esteemed among men is abomination in the sight of God.

  Why is it when every celebrity dies they are raised to the height of Gods, elvis,princess diana and every celebrity that dies. From this verse we can determine that what is highly esteemed among men is an abomination amonst God! With the recent death of Michael Jackson.
  
  People reply with mere sentiment about his music, forgetting that he had a big case due to child abuse! Are we so foolish on saying that the wicked, the sinners go to Hell!
  
  I mean is it so shocking when they don't. There was a case of a christian in death row in America who lived a life of a christian in jail but she had turned from her sin and had forgiven the people that she had murdered. Yet of most murderers, people would say that they all go to hell, having a man judgement of what men think is good is an abomination in God sight.
  
  We need to save people from Hell as christians
  
  

  Luke 13:1-5

  1 There were present at that season some that told him of the Galilaeans, whose blood Pilate had mingled with their sacrifices. 2 And Jesus answering said unto them, Suppose ye that these Galilaeans were sinners above all the Galilaeans, because they suffered such things? 3 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish. 4 Or those eighteen, upon whom the tower in Siloam fell, and slew them, think ye that they were sinners ^F35 above all men that dwelt in Jerusalem? 5 I tell you, Nay: but, except ye repent, ye shall all likewise perish.

  Jesus has no view that people are more perfect than others, he says here unless you all likewise repent you shall all so unless you believe in Jesus and turn from your sin you will all likewise perish!
  
  In the advent of modern christiandom which has forgotton hell! It is not exactly the most popular subject.
  Christians are agreeing with the atheists view of men that everyone is going to heaven and it does not matter what you do in this life! If they are a celebrity they go to Heaven because they are popular and in the public media! Ahh isnt that so quaint! or a good person!
  
  

  Ro 6:23 - Show Context

  For the wages of sin is death; but the gift of God is eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord.

  The wages of sin is death, hell if I would like to put it bluntly! So if someone commits one sin and are not washed in the blood of the Lamb which is the Gift of God, Jesus himself they are on that destination for hell!
  
  

  
  

  
  Overcoming my fear of computers and girls
  

  
  

  Lu 1:37 - Show Context

  For with God nothing shall be impossible.

  I have always considered marriage something impossible in my life, as I did not consider myself attractive enough, so I have been contending with God on this issue. I have been joking with God that was less chance of me getting married than going to Alpha Centuri, at the moment I have never felt so lonely and it is even harder when you are the oldest brother and your other brothers, school friends and people even younger than you are married. You feel like you are on the shelf, worthless!
  It is especially hard when you are trying to evangelise on the street and you have non christian girls ask you out.
  
  One problem that I have wanted to overcome is my fear of using the computer more than one day. People think go ahead just do it. You will be ok. This trauma comes from when I jumped out of a 2nd storey window and it seemed like the Devil did want to kill me. Are house was leaking , the shower was bringing up dirt. there was water coming through the kitchen ceiling. I had alot of money out of my account stolen. I was banned from going on the CU houseparty, things were going wrong at church. At that time I thought I was getting married to some missonary girl but she left me. Everyone left me and what was worse I was going home and I had work piling up on me due to the incident with the stealing and the water coming through the ceiling. What was worse was that I was busy during the day with Uni work and with the Cu and with church. The only time I had to do work was at night and because my computer was not capable enough. I had this girl after me who travelled. All the way down from the other side of the city at night to see me. I did not want to see her! As she was making movess on me. I have never considered myself attractive or beautiful in any way. I cannot see why anyone would find me attractive. I have never been out with anyone in my life!  Then there was another one of my housemates who was after me! I used to help people with there uni work, sometimes do whole assignments at a time! plus my work not only on my subject! Anyway there was alot of other things I would go home from university wanting friends or other people to walk with me and noone was there. Jesus was. I know my mind was not working properly , as I was starting to evangelise and was tempted by the devil to jump from the window.
  I ended up breaking my ankle and I was not crying. That was the amazing thing. I was glad to be out of the nightmare but still am so missing my university friends. I always wonder about my life. I despise myself not only as a christian for this incident.
  I did not finish my degree and as my student loan is alot of money allready. At first I wanted to get enough money and go back and finish my degree but I wanted to live a life 100% for him, maybe be a full time evangelist. God did not grant me to be a full time evangelist.
  When jumping out of a window I realise that my whole life could have been at stake. Eternity is very real.
  Anyway these two events made me afraid of computers, as it is almost like a demonic attack that I cannot overcome by myself when I go on the computer.
  One thing that I was longing for was a christian partner because I need the protection against the lusts of this world, also I have so much love to give! It always go back in my mind if there was one christian girl who was even to have been a girlfriend to me at the time I know I would not have done it !
  When applying for jobs I despise myself I so wanted money to support students at the time because at the time we had absolutly no food and no money in the house whatsover. If there was one thing that I wish Jesus could redeem in my life would be this event! I know I have sinned! It is not the event but the repucussions of the event.
  Because if I was at uni I would have finished my degree, probably got a good job in computing and still evangelised. I do not even know what to do for the future.
  
  I wish people knew my desire to get married. In school, I was always teesed for not having a gf. I went to a christian school but it was mostly guys and there was only three girls are age. I was not the most attractive, then during college I struggled with Pornography and always degraded myself. I had problems with dribbling and being goofy. Which I was always called in school. I actually went up to great ormond street because of slight learning difficulties that god has overcome in my life!
  
  Then college ,always lonley, then my illness which was in an area which even further degraded my self esteem. Which I thought I was going to be bedridden for the rest of my life as the doctors did not have a clue what was going on. My heart has been broken and shattered so many time. At the time there was a girl I liked who lived down in Portsmouth, who turned from the Faith , yet whilst she was in church I have never see someone love god. She rejected me and Jesus. It still is on my heart even now! I feel like I have been rejected so many times. MY heart is like a broken piece of glass and then the missionary girl. I feel like a girl has left me too long she has gone with someone else!
  
  

  Lu 1:37 - Show Context

  For with God nothing shall be impossible.

  This is why this verse is so comforting I look at this verse I think if you can help me get married and not only me and some friends who are considered like this. Single and WOrthless!
  Lord if you could get me a partner who I can share how much I love Jesus with and christian music and the bible and everything else. If this is possible then anything is possible. I have the faith that God can do it. I believe he can. I believe a house, a good job and that I can serve my wife in every way. As god calls us to be servants. I do not want my wife to be without all the needs but I struggle and fight with the fact of this one failiure of jumping out of a window! and feeling so unworthy for anyone! as I fight with depression sometimes I even believe that god can heal that!
  
  If with God nothing is impossible I always joke "I have less chance of getting married than going to Alpha Centuri" As Alpha Centuri to get to alpha centuri you need Interstellar Travel it takes  4.23 light years.
  
  "quote from wikipedia "
  

  
  

  Interstellar distances

  Astronomical distances are often measured in the length of time it would take a beam of light to travel between two points (see lightyear). Light in a vacuum travels approximately 300,000 kilometers per second or 186,000 miles per second.

  The distance from Earth to the Moon is 1.3 light-seconds. With current spacecraft propulsion technologies, a trip to the moon will typically take about three days. That means light travels approximately two hundred thousand times faster than current spacecraft propulsion technologies. The distance from Earth to other planets in the solar system ranges from three light-minutes to about four light-hours. Depending on the planet and its alignment to Earth, for a typical unmanned spacecraft these trips will take from a few months to a little over a decade.

  The nearest known star to the Sun is Proxima Centauri, which is 4.23 light-years away. The fastest outward-bound spacecraft yet sent, Voyager 1, has covered 1/600th of a light-year in 30 years and is currently moving at 1/18,000th the speed of light. At this rate, a journey to Proxima Centauri would take 72,000 years. Of course, this mission was not specifically intended to travel fast to the stars, and current technology could do much better. The travel time could be reduced to a few millennia using lightsails, or to a century or less using nuclear pulse propulsion (Orion). A better understanding of the vastness of the interstellar distance to one of the closest stars to the sun, Alpha Centauri A (a sun-like star), can be obtained by scaling down the earth-sun distance (150,000,000 km) to one meter. On this scale the distance to that star would be 271 kilometers or about 169 miles.

  No current technology can propel a craft fast enough to reach other stars in under 50 years.

  Additionally, given that information can travel no faster than the speed of light, it would take years just to receive information from such a probe once it reaches its destination, and even longer if not automatically programmed to carry out actions upon arrival.

  However, special relativity offers the possibility of shortening the travel time: if a starship with sufficiently advanced engines could reach velocities approaching the speed of light, relativistic time dilation would make the voyage much shorter for the traveler. However, it would still take many years of elapsed time as viewed by the people remaining on Earth, and upon returning to Earth, the travelers would find that far more time had elapsed on Earth than had for them. (For more on this effect, see twin paradox)

  General relativity offers the theoretical possibility that faster than light travel may be possible without violating fundamental laws of physics, for example, via wormholes, although it is still debated whether this is actually possible. Proposed mechanisms for faster than light travel within the theory of General Relativity require the existence of exotic matter."

  Basicallly there is no way even in physics to get there at the moment so if God can do the impossible! He can get me married.
  
  
  Prayer Request
  

  • I have been so desiring a solid christian job which is not spradic
    
  • Deeper Prayer Life and longer time with Jesus
    
  • A life partner (wife) who I can pray with and share my heart about Jesus with, Someone to protect me on the street from girls who are after me! someone who I can hold hands with! Pray that I can fufill her spritually, physically, finacially, emotionally
    
  • Overcome my fear of computer, as I only have one day that I use the computer and feel demonically attacked if I use it another day
  • More Evangelism 
  • Obey God 100%
  • All NIght Prayer Meetings 
  • A house or flat, so I am not reliant on my parents all the time and as I am going to the Church in london at the moment it would be more useful more me to commute more locally
    
  • A digital camera and photoshop elements, a some more ideas to put verses on tshirts so that sinners can turn to Jesus, I do not want money. I just so want to work in factories in offices so I can spread the gospel there! 
  • My Family Relatives saved as we are the only people in our family who are christian
    
  • More work for dad
  • Pray that I can get the bible on audio and sermons on peoples phones as I am having problems with samsung phones and christian music, As i have such a desire for people in our church and people I know to know the word of god , the bible more
  • Pray that I can fast for more than 3 days
  • Pray that I can weigh more than 11 stone as I am underweight
    

  
  
  
  

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